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just because

2006-01-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

aah ;) i'm feeling happy. just because.
isn't that nice?

anyway. here's something i plucked out of my old blog:

"I've convinced myself that if I... keep it to myself, it's all right... it harms no one. It's... manageable."
- from Ruben's entry, A Book of Dreams, p.189. Pantoja-Hidalgo)

how apt. so i've always been like that. haha.
some things never change.

:)

blah lang

2006-01-08T04:37:00.000+08:00

have you ever heard cats meowing as if they were doing some kind of mating ritual? ang freaky lang.. tunog tiyanak, if i've ever heard one.

4:38 AM. shet. hindi pa rin ako inaantok. nakatulog kasi ako kanina (and missed andrea's despedida party!) tapos paggising ko, aba, 21:48 na. kamusta naman? i feel like i wasted my saturday doing nothing..

earlier this morning, i wrote up this list pa naman that included "doing hw" and "getting a manicure, pedicure, haircut + having my eyebrows shaped". anong na-accomplish ko? wala.

wah. sunday na bukas. one more day, tapos back to school again. di pa rin talaga ako sanay.

.. gusto ko na bilin yung bag na nakita ko sa greenhills.. and also maybe that boho-indian top that i liked. pero kbleh, ma-d-deplete na naman ang savings ko. sana makapunta kaming greenhills! sabi nung ale last day na raw tomorrow. grr. ireallywantthatbag.

yikes. ang dami ko pa lang kailangan gawin pero wala akong ginagawa. RARR.

ay shoot. Sunday na pala ngayon. eeyikes.
... mamaya na lang ako mag-h-hw.

nood muna ako ng dvd. :) a lot like love. haha, yeah, di ko pa rin napapanood. sabi nila maganda raw.

pero bago nun, tatapusin ko muna yung librong binabasa ko na rinent out ko sa lib. ang interesting... yung title "what's love got to do with it? the evolution of human mating" .. di ko siya binasa talaga pero i read most of the chapters.

i think i'm really gonna like studying anthropology. sana maka-shift nga ako, and sana hindi na rin magbago isip ko! hehe. wishywashy much.

sige, ciao!

floating

2005-09-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

i feel like i'm floating on midair. i have so many things to do with so little time left on my hands. :X

we lost :(

2005-08-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

the last time i wrote in here was the day when we lost to ateneo. tae. we lost to ateneo again. *rarr* it's funny though, nung hs sobrang go ateneo ako tas i couldn't care less about the UP fighting maroons but now.. hehe. *dugdugpatoog*

iba talaga pag school mo e. ;)

after spending a year at the unibersidad, i am convinced that UP is indeed the place where I belong. win or lose, it's the school i choose. (waha, hiniram ba raw from their alma mater?)

anyway, bawi na lang sa sunod. :) i'm still hoping that we get a slot sa final 4. :)

.. btw, haha, sabi ni faith at ni abe nakita nila ako sa tv nung last game, yung up vs. nu.. pinakita raw playing the bass. mwaha. :p

and yikes. the pumba is.. sigh.
and someone else knows about the crazy! *oh well*
bahala na nga.

:) cge, ligo na ko, kakain daw sa labas eh. mamaya na ako mag-h-hw, wala namang comm3 tomorrow. *wee*

unedited notepad entry

2005-07-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

gah. we lost to ateneo today.ang pangit ng feeling. 2 straightlosses. i really wanted to win today. oh well. bawi na lang next time.go maroons! final four yan. kaya yan. ;)

anyway, i got to play drum beats for around 20 minutes today during the third quarter. in fairness to myself, (haha) i think i'm starting to correct my flicking wrist habit (arm power na to! ) and my straight-back posture when playing the bass. di ko alam bakit pero mali talaga yung porma ko. tss. apat na beses na ata ako napagsabihan about it :p

mahahanap ko rin yung tamang postura soon.

.. playing beats today though did nothing good for my right palm/hand.nabutas ulit yung kalyo near the pinky. tas nagpaltos ulit yung index finger ko. gross. nakakaawa kaya. sakit pa. drum (battle) scars. but i like what i'm doing anyway so i guess it's all worth it. yun lang nga, ang panget na ng kamay ko. wah. (arte)

anyway, prior to that, bago mag game, nautusan kami to hand out tix for other drummers sa may red gate. nakita nga namin sila anna, natts, krystel, may and later, sila sab and nice. to kill time habang naghihintay, nagpa-picture muna kami for free dun sa close-up booth:

.. after the game, tambay sa may red gate, bus ride back to up, siomai-fest sa kiosk, tas balik ulit sa gateway via jeep (adventure! naligaw pa kami, sort of) where we (marbe, chel and i) met up with natts, may, krystel, nice and sab. we ate dinner and had a squirm forum about "life and love and why" (haha, oo na, i've a thing about that line) among other things. (nyaha) the best. that was probably one of the funniest, nicest and most insightful conversations/bonding sessions that i've had with my admu-up-paulinian circle of friends. sabi ni sab one day, pagtatawanan na lang daw namin lahat yung mga kasawiang binuhos namin kanina. HAHA. i hope she's right! (and she most likely would be)

tas sayang. kakaalis lang daw nila crazy dun. haha. ang erm, unbearable niya kanina (pero hinahanap-hanap ko pa rin! yuck) new hairdo tas he was sporting this really bright shade of green kaya stand out tlga sha. crazy hair sha pero parang.. um, no. tas shocking kasi nag upper b ba naman, eh upper A-ers sila lagi. (haha, eto na naman ako binibigyang kahulugan lahat ng bagay. tss) haaay. ampots si crazy. laboooooo.

.. ES1 exam at di pa ako nag-aaral. BC100 ngayon ko pa lang tinatapos. may sunday pa.. pero kailangan tapos ko na bc100 visuals and cu cards ngayon bago ako matulog. rarrrrrrrrrrr. hehe.

/me is pressured. tudamaks :)

kawawa

2005-07-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

.. yung palad ko, may kalyo. ouch.

wala rin

2005-07-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

/me sings:

wala rin mangyayari kung pag-isipan pa
naghihintay na lang
kung sino man iyong
dapuan ng puso ko
tuloy pa rin ako

:)

yuck, kapagod kaya. pero as if pag dumating alam ko gagawin.. at di ko nga alam kung magugustuhan ko e.
wah. i don't know what i want.

gusto ko mag-videoke or magic sing! ang sarap kumanta! wahaha. na-miss ko lang bigla.

tambak

2005-07-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

ako'y natambakan ng trabaho. nakakataranta, pero dapat di ako mag-cave in sa pressure na to. oo, gabi na't pagod ako, pero kahit na masarap matulog at ipasabukas na lang ang aking trabaho, ayoko kasi pwede namang wag ko na tong problemahin pa pagdating ng bukas kasi alam ko kaya ko naman tapusin ngayon.

hehe. i hope i convinced myself to really finish this reaction paper by tonight/madaling araw. :)

anyway, sa wakas nabuksan ko na rin gmail ko. ayaw kanina e, naka-ilang try na ako. dito ko kasi tinype yung draft ko for the paper that i'm supposed to pass tomorrow.

wah di ako maka-reply sa mga gmails. rarrrrr.

haha, ok, back to work.
gusto ko lang mag-type kanina at i-pep talk sarili ko :D

three-zero ;)

2005-07-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

yay, nanalo na naman ang UP. #1!
i love it.

tapos ang saya rin nung play kanina. congrats sa dulaang UP.

:) haha. tamad

sh*t.

2005-07-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

sabado ba ngayon? sh*t.
di ko napanood mr. fighting.
di ko man lang naalala!

sh*t. ilang linggo ko na rin na-m-miss yon. wah.
ano na kaya nangyayari? na-m-miss ko na si tony. hahahahaha :)

darnnnnnnnnnn.

of radio visits and group bondings ;)

2005-07-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

my bc100 group rocks. ;)

i had so much fun a while ago visiting radio stations with them. pangalawang "field trip" na namin to. una nung wednesday, sa jam 88.3 naman. tapos di ako nakasama sa kanila sa love radio e. pero bawi naman, kasi ang dami rin nangyari kanina. :) sobrang saya. (mbc, the radio drama experience, gala sa shang, home radio, dwiz!)

busog sa radio tours. na-extra pa yung tawa namin at yung ubo ko sa radio drama ng dzrh na "sa pagsikat ng araw". haha. ang astig! tapos nag-on-air pa kami kanina kasi "guests" kami sa Global Pinoy sa dwiz 882. nagbigay kami ng mga kuro-kuro tungkol sa current political situation ngayon, nagbasa ng mga job announcements tapos bumati! *hehe* sa dulo nga siningit ko pa yung tungkol sa game ng UP tomorrow against NU ;) waha.

basta, ang saya. thanks casey, sarah and ed (and jen and cams!)

UP rocks :)

2005-07-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

UP won over DLSU! 61-56! sa wakas, natalo rin ang la salle - the only team that the maroons weren't able to defeat last season! ang sarap ng feeling. di ko ma-explain. nakakaiyak nga e nung last few seconds na lang tapos na-f-feel ko na na mananalo kami. surreal. sobrang saya talaga. kahit masama pakiramdam ko, di ko mapigilan sarili ko sa kakatalon at kaka-cheer kasi wow, overwhelming yung excitement at school spirit emanating from the UP crowd.

napagod nga ako after e tapos medyo nahihilo-hilo pa ako. sana hindi ako mabinat. after ng game, di agad pwede makauwi kasi kailangan ko pa hintayin yung sundo. buti na lang ambabait ng friends ko di ako iniwan alone. hehe. :> yung squad din hinihintay yung bus. nahihiya nga ako e kasi andon din sila tapos di pa ako umaalis kasi nga hinihintay yung sundo. eh may practice nga kami ngayon but since i don't feel well enough to be able to train, nagpaalam ako na di mag-p-practice.

bukas na lang.
nakaka-miss na rin kahit papano, ;)

and ang saya. they always start and end each game with a prayer. nice. tapos ang ganda nung msg nung dasal kanina. sana hindi raw maging overconfident, sana walang yumabang, at sa mga bagong drummers sana maka-draw ng inspiration, encouragement, etc. from the veterans. (sana nga. God knows I still need to learn a lot. onti pang "heart" at disiplina at faith sa sariling kakayahan. kaya yan.)

basta ang dami pa pero hehe, tinatamad na ako magsulat. may report pa akong tatapusin.

cge, i'll end here.

congrats UP!
i feel so proud. ;)

blahblah bubbles

2005-07-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

yay na-download ko na rin yung 66 ng afghan whigs at the closest thing ng julianna theory. yun na lang mga naaalala ko from my old mp3 playlist sa flowerpower mac na nag-crash e. kamusta na kaya yon? sana magawa na. na-m-miss ko na ang mac.

anyway, kaninang umaga paggising ko natatakot ako na baka mainit pa rin ako. pero thank God, wala na yung lagnat ko. :) i still feel sick and weak though at meron pa akong ubo, sore throat at colds. rarr.

hmm. tapos asar. kanina pumasok ako. late na nga eh. 9 na ako dumating pero no, wala si sir manalo! pero sad, kasi namatay daw dad niya :( so ayon.. tambay na lang with blockmates at haha, kung anu-anong mga plano namin to avoid attending this forum tungkol sa current political situation.

wala lang. it's not that i'm apolitical or apathetic to what's happening right now, but frankly i've had enough of all these talks. ang dami na e. sa school, yun ang usapin, pag-uwi sa bahay, yun din naririning ko sa tv. tama yung sabi nina Anna, Krystel, Precious, etc. - feeling ko rin wala naman ngang clear propsoal/alternative sila na maihahain. so sige, GMA resign. And then what? naniniwala rin naman ako na nawalan na si GMA ng moral ascendancy to govern. (kung may delicadeza sha, mag-r-resign na sha. but no, tigas niya. haha.) kailangan panagutan niya yung kasalanan niya. naiintindihan ko why ppl are asking for her resignation. ang di lang tlga malinaw sa akin e kung anong mangyayari after. basta, whatever happens, sana lang talaga maging maayos lahat.

anyway, nakakapagod isipin lahat ng to. depressing (to the max!)

maiba naman ang usapan.

lyric lines in bullets:

"you're the dream that hasn't ended and i'm still anxious for rest."
"You're the song that writes a story, but leaves a lot to read."
"I guess this is my only chance to say I wish I knew you, because I'm sure you're wonderful, if I'd get to know you."
"The closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me."

... and i ask myself: so what's new?

haha. shet.

waiting for lunch

2005-07-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

kanina habang kumakain ng breakfast, nagbabasa ako ng dyaryo. may column si conrado de quiros, yung "There's the Rub" at yung title ng sinulat niya ngayon ay "Magic". Naalala ko bigla si agent razor. ;) anyway,
may sinulat siyang linya na nagustuhan ko. sabi niya:

Truth is the most magical thing there is. It has a way ... of coming out like the bodies of the drowned from the depths of the sea. Not so half-truth. Half-truth is the most frustrating thing there is. It has a way of hiding things even as it reveals them, and you are never sure if it hides the important things even as it reveals the superficial ones.

meh

2005-07-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

holy crap. i'm still sick. sana bukas wala na. ayoko na. rarr. grr.
i'm sick of being sick.

sana naman bumaba na lagnat ko. gusto ko na pumasok. waha.
wow. gusto ko pala pumapasok.

anyway, nag-n-net ako when i should be resting. and i went out for our group shooting kahit na may lagnat ako.
sana di ako mabinat.

uh-oh. anjan na si mom. haha bye. baka pagalitan ako pag nakita ako dito.
:p

WOW

2005-07-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

ang saya. yun lang. WOOT. :D

2005-07-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

nalilito ako.

in general

2005-06-22T10:51:00.000+08:00

you know they mean well, but you get pissed off anyway. ;x

UP Fight!

2005-06-15T10:53:00.000+08:00

Hey UP go! UP fight! Hey let's go let's fight!
Nothing can psyche me up for the upcoming uaap season like the UP pep squad. I just got home from my cheerleading PE class and they made us cheer for UP. Saya. I feel like a freshman again, learning all these cheers which I still do not know by heart even though I'm already a sophomore! Tsk, tsk. But thank God for cheerleading class - hehe.

Line-up of UP:

Marvin Cruz (PG)

Axel Doruelo (PG/SG) - R

Abby Santos (C/F)

Nestor David (PF)

Mika Vainio (SF)

Mike Gavino (C)

Mike Padolina (PF)

Jino Ferrer (PG)

Victor Epres (SG)

Alvin Bienvenida (PG)

Ira Buyco (PF)

Bruce Quebral (PF)

Jay Agbayani (SF)

Paul Joseph Sorongon (SG) - R

- June 15, 2005

From the Photobucket

2005-06-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

i <3 this picture.

Celebrating my 19th birthday
Calamba, Laguna

tired, a bit wasted, sleepy and yet so happy [together] ;)
anna, diana, vanessa and jamie - videoke queens for the night!

[the pix are from anna's phone, i just photoshoped it and made it Polaroid-like]

The 20 people survey ;)

2005-06-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

Name twenty people that you know.

1. kj
2. jamie
3. anna
4. bianx
5. cita
6. debbie
7. vanessa
8. ate estelle
9. bryan
10. sab
11. kuya
12. punch
13. natts
14. riza
15. marbe
16. chel
17. jennyvette
18. myra
19. bunny
20. anicee

Who is 8 going out with?:
* her dork of choice? :) hehe. jk. (i just remembered our ym conversation & the "esloo dictionary definitions")

Is 9 a boy or a girl?:
* he's my wormboy

Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple?
* bwahaha! this is too funny. ano, chingu astu and my oppa? *lol*

How about 18 and 4?:
*bianca and myra? hehe. naku, *lol*

What grade is 17 in?:
* 2nd year sa admu

When was the last time you talked to 12?:
* kanina lang

What is 6's favorite band?:
* hanson & moffats yan. *nyehehe* at summit star. hehe.

Does 1 have any siblings?:
* yup! 2! ate kat at kuya jacinto. hehe. forgot his name.. ah, mark!

Would you ever date 3?:
* si anna? lagi ko yan kasama sa as steps! hehe. and lunch dates last sem! hehe

Would you ever date 7?:
*oo, jack's loft date ko yan! hehe.

Is 16 single?:
* oh yes, single and available (unless maunahan kayo ni mojo)

What's 15's last name?:
* Sagarino

What's 5's middle name?:
* Gonzales! :)

What's 10's fantasy?:
* ooh. how fitting. sab, what's your fantasy daw? :) hehe. ang dami e! sa 'tin na lang yon, diba sab? hehe. miss ya.

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?:
* riza and bunny?! hehe.

What school does 20 go to?:
* Anicee's Atenean

Tell me a random fact about 11:
* he has a fascination with airlines, airports and airplanes

And 1:
* kj is my snow angel buddy ;)

Have you ever had a crush on 16?:
*wahaha, nope. chel o! hehe.

Where does 9 live?:
* at home, here, withs us :D

What's 4's favorite color?:
* red yata.

Would you makeout with 14?:
* yuck! gross. hehe.

Are 12 & 13 best friends?:
* they don't know each other

Do you like 18?:
* syempre naman

Does 8 like 19?:
* i don't think they've met yet..

How did you meet 15?
* we were classmates during 6th grade (moforonda)

Does 10 have any pets?:
* si pooch!

Is 12 older than you?
* younger

Is 2 the sexiest person?
* pwede! (jamie bayad ko!)

Have you ever given 1 a hug?
* yes, i think so :)

2005-06-12T15:17:00.000+08:00

the ultimate dream.
;) well, one of them, at least:

watch DDL and you'll get what i mean. ;)

[picture credits - kj/daddy long legs]

[edit]

kj: watch this movie!!!! so sweet!!!
kj: sana makahanap ako ng guy katulad nung sa daddy long legs!!!! he's the perfect guy!!! i love the movie!!!

sana nga kj, sana nga! :) hehe. jumbo bear here we come! hehe.

[/edit]

2005-06-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

thrice today. maybe i shouldn't be surprised that i keep on bumping into them during unexpected moments. if before i was convinced that occurences like these meant something beyond what it really was & that it was 'meant to be', right now i'm beginning to see such events for what they REALLY are.

~~but then again..~~

ahh. whatever. tigil na to.
hehe. really.

"If I can leave you with anything to learn from this random post of complaints and compassion, it's to pay attention to coincidences. People who appear in your life for the simplest of reasons usually offer us the best clues on what to do with our lives…" - jason mraz

(as shared to me by ponggi)

congratulations ;)

2005-05-31T15:35:00.000+08:00

congratulations to ate estelle for being the 4th best speaker at the asian union debating championships! :)

pyunggang & park ondal

2005-05-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

kagabi hanggang madaling araw ay nanood kami ni bryan ng movie sa arirang. tying the knot yata yung english title. hehe. nakakaaliw siya. kamuka pa ni 'kambal' yung leading man. ;) halos sabay pang nag-text si astu and kj to remind me to watch this movie. si worm nga dapat matutulog na pero natapos niya rin yung movie. ;) anyway. tinatamad ako mag-post ng review so pic na lang and info about the movie which i got from here.

Marring High School Girl (Yeogosaeng Sijipgagi)
This movie is a modern version of ‘the princess and the beggar, a Korean Folktale, 'Ahn Pyung Gang'(Im Eun Kyung) was possessed when she's born, by the Ghost of 'Princess Pyung Gang' who became ghost because she wasn't married to 'On Dal'. According to a fortuneteller, she must marry rebirth of 'On Dal' at 16 years old, or she will die. Finally she meets 'On Dal' in the present life, but both of them are just High School Student. So Pyung-gang starts to make effort to find her “On Dal” in her school, but it’s too late. The day when Pyung-gang’s 16th birthday, On Dal begins to pack his luggage for America for a vacation, and Pyung-gang’s plan, a so called, “Hunt for On Dal” has been a long way.

hehe ;)

carrie won

2005-05-26T10:54:00.000+08:00

bo bice is still THE man! :c

tonysunshookhandswithme

2005-05-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

fandom phase is on.
i am currently doublefivedoublesix-ed.
gaah. sino may west side story dvd? i. want.

~~/me laughts at myself~~

:) thanks Kj, Jamie & Amelia!

p.s. naging hit yung walastix sa bahay. i think 5 na lang natira. musta yung inyo? hehe.

embrace the cheese

2005-05-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

i think i get too attached to moments, people, groups, objects and other what-nots even if I have a hard time admitting this to myself.

stoic my ass.
i can't separate myself from the cheese and sap of life's melodrama.

damn.

t e s t

2005-04-22T16:06:00.000+08:00

test. ~~this one is to be deleted~~.